Day two went horrible. I spent the whole day at work with stomach ache, dizziness and nausea. I had to pick up my daughter at kindergarten and somehow got the two of us home. Finally at home i rigged myself in the sofa with ten children books and read my way through the afternoon until my husband came home. Had one glass of water and went to bed. I felt terrible. And i actually told my husband that if this was going to be my state during this process we might just have our one child.
Just as i went to bed it suddenly dawned on me that perhaps i had gotten the stomach flu that has been going around at my work. This morning, on day three, that was confirmed. Usually i would not be happy for finding out that i have the stomach flu, but today i was. Happy that the stomach ache was not a result of the hormones because honestly, i don’t think i would have lasted very long.
That has made me ask myself: am i prepared enough for all this? Was i really willing to give up so soon? I need to toughen up... there is still a long way to go... i just started.
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